3rd May 2011

Oh Heavenly Father

This is my first letter to you =)

Father,

How are ya today?? XD

I am doing fine today

Manage to finish what i planned to study and find back my mood of studying

Really big thanks to you, Father..

Father,

I know it's all because of your great love and care

that made me decided to create this blog

as a way to talk and communicate with you

spending some free time to be with you

and draw myself closer to you

Thanks Father

Father

These few days right

Seriously, i could feel your love to me

Every night before sleeping

and every morning when my eyes first open from sleep

listening to worship songs

make me realize how much you love us

you make me know that

I will never be alone

Even if there's no one who care me

There's no one who love me

But You do

You never leave me alone when i am sad, when i cry or even if i did something wrong

Every time when i feel alone and inferior

You will always show me that "You love the way I am"

Thanks for always be with me Lord

And father

Thank you that you let everything turn back to normal again

I smiled today =)

Miraclely, all my doubts and emoness were cleared 

I know it's all because of your love, Father

But i believe part of it is because of him..

He made me realize that i should not be sad, always be with God and pray hard

He made me wake and stand strong

Father, really thanks so much for putting him to be here with me

Seriously, i need him.

I know there's always a purpose for putting us together again

Perhaps for us to grow??

 I don't know what's the reasons but as time flies

I think i am getting more and more closer to know the reasons behind,

 Through You, Father.

By the way Father,

I start worrying for the exams, ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!!

I am so scare that i can't do well in it!!!  How How How???? T.T

Give me strength and confidence please, Father..

And for him too, Father

We need You

>.<

And Father,

I think it's time for me to sleep dy..

I promised myself that i have to sleep earlier and wake up earlier the next morning to study but....

OOPPSS..

I sleep late again tonight..sorry Father..

Lastly, 

Thankiew father for giving me a good day today

Thankiew for clearing all my sadness

Father, 

May you continue to take good care of daddy, mummy, sis, bro, grandma, cousins and friends in Kuching yea~ 

And continue to give me, Fabian, Gabriel, Edmund, Gong Bao and all the friends in KTT a dedicated mind and soul, 

giving us strength and energy to continue our revision,

make good use of time studying and not be distracted by the external sources

And may God shine your love upon Fab, giving him strength and care

making him strong

May Father listen to my prayers and in the name of Jesus i pray,

AMEN

Goodnight Father

=D

With all my love,

CHIEN